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Normally when you get a bad dream in the middle of the night you would wake up, get a glass of water and even go use the bathroom before you try and go back to sleep. But rarely do we find the effort to fire up your PC and blog about it. So if your reading this post right now this is some exclusive stuff. Some of that raw energy I mentioned I would try to incorporate in to my blogging.
So I had a bad dream that woke me up at 7:07am and the worse thing I could possibly do is try to over analyze and interpret why even the dream occurred. I say that because off about 2 hours of sleep my brain is so tired that whatever I try to think of will either be irrelevant or I’m just going to forget later. The only thing I think I should do is to try and not let it become any bigger than it is and that is just a bad dream.
I sometimes talk and listen about dreams in general with my friends. We would discuss what the premise may have been and try to interpret if there is any meaning to what we dream of. Often we suggest how real the dreams feel and that they are only a pre-cursor as to what’s to come in the future.
I won’t get in to the specific details of what the dream was about because it would be a tad much. What I can say is it kinda scares me to think that I can even be close to that state of being in my nightmare. I was a different person than what I really am about and believe in. I wasn’t a happy person and let’s just say it wasn’t a place I imagine myself being in my conscious world.
You can’t really control your dreams can you? Your sub-conscious good or bad actually allows your mind to really think and let go without any restrictions that would be attached if this was going on consciously. You know that I can’t think of this because I don’t want to sound (insert your politically incorrect adjective here) feeling. I guess thats a good thing that comes out of dream world but it’s only good depending on how you interpret it and see it for what it is.
So the only thing that were able to control is our conscious world and the actions we take are very real. So right now I’m going to get that glass of water, go use the little boy’s room and do my best to fall back asleep. I just hope that this bad dream gets put in to a little box and gets buried deep deep in to my sub-conscious never to be found again. Wish me well and wish me luck.
Good night or should I say good morning.
DB
